Again

And yet once again I end up on my blog to pour my heart out yet still scared of who might read it.
There are some secrets that we cannot tell anyone; about ourselves and others. The biggest secret I have is probably somebody else's secret too but still I am scared of sharing it.
Anyhoo, I'll try.
So today, I am mad at men YET again.
Why? Well, for one they f*** around and marry an innocent girl and kaboom, that girl's life is ruined.
Ok, so not all men are like that. But some are, and those some are the ones I hate. They have recognizable faces that show how shameless they are. Unglorified versions of Barney Stinson from How I Met Your Mother (yes, that's my favorite show nowadays so I tend to quote it a lot).
These men's lives just drill down to: get the hottest girl, nail her, have as much fun as possible with her, leave her to marry mom's choice. Some men don't even stop after marriage. I mean the sanctity of this institution called marriage, and its holiness has been flushed down society's toilet long ago.
I just don't get this obsession of men to have a certain colored woman, with a skinny waist, huge chest, perfect a**, and a dumb mind, or no particular ambitions in life. Why do men LOVE to be pimp daddies? Why can't they do themselves a favor and settle with a good natured, modest, intelligent, and smart woman?

Oh and don't get me wrong, some women are no less idiotic as far as this topic is concerned. WHAT THE HELL people?! Just find someone, fall in love and STAY FAITHFUL! How hard is it? Just exactly how hard?!!!

That's all on my mind today. Unsettled.